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 像柳樹一樣活著
 

你知道柳樹,未必就知道像柳樹一樣的人。
  我知道。我就是其中的一個。
  昔我往矣,楊柳依依。從《詩經》裡知道柳樹與人的情感時,我已坐在了邯鄲師專的教室裡。我的人生將從此另起一行,與土地的關係也將暫告一個段落。
  那時生產隊的土地剛剛責任到了我父親的名下,歡欣鼓舞的父親為了表述對土地的虔誠,爬上村東老柳樹砍了一抱粗柳枝,哼著小曲把它們一字排開栽在自家地頭,豪氣十足地對我說︰用不了幾年就能長成檁梁,等你成家蓋房的時候就能用上了。
  此時正是1980年秋風掃落葉的時候,秋風把我吹進了城市,而柳樹絲紋未動。從此,我在這頭,柳樹在那頭。
  越來越時髦的城市讓土裡土氣的柳樹變得灰頭灰臉,就像我們這些生活在城市裡的鄉下人。道統詩詞文賦中柳樹的風光只能在記憶中的鄉村去尋找。那時,柳樹浩浩蕩蕩點綴著荒涼的大平原,是何等的氣派。現下想來,倒不是鄉下人偏愛柳樹,而是因為柳樹們性命質樸容易存活,正像我們這些上世紀六十年代出生的鄉下人一樣,不管天災人禍風雨交加,還都接二連三地充斥了人間,廉價地延續著人間的煙火,卑微而頑強地活著。
  我們當然不甘心如柳樹一樣一輩子任憑風吹雨打,我們也向往生存土壤的肥沃。可高貴的理想之旅比李白走蜀道都難。於是在高考的獨木橋上除了老三屆外,最擁擠的就是我們這一撥人了。
  我們沒有五十年代人生逢社會和人心相對的純淨以及後來推薦上大學的僥倖,也沒有七十年代人那樣趕上生活多樣化的選擇自由和高考擴招的寬鬆。我們處在乍暖還寒時節,在初春裡蠢蠢欲動而又不時遭受春寒侵襲。不知細葉誰裁出,二月春風似剪刀。明知春風似刀,我們偏向刀叢擁擠。
  受招生數量限制,彼時彼地能順利走過高考獨木橋的只有4.3%,這就意味著95.7%的人要從這獨木橋上摔下去。有的摔下去後干脆就永遠把理想還給了村邊的柳樹;有的參軍到部隊考軍校,“曲線救國”;更多的是屢敗屢戰。我第一年從理科上摔下來,第二年又從文科上沖了過去。而我的一個同學從1979年開始,連考六年,用了兩次解放戰爭的時間才把自己從獨木橋上解放出來。
  那會兒即使考上了中專,也足以讓十裡八鄉的眼珠子瞪出來,要是能考上大本大專,不是祖墳上冒了青煙,就是柳樹上結了仙人果。哪像現下,過了七月雲開日出家家都把紅旗掛,碩士博士滿街亂碰頭。所以我們對獨木橋愛得如痴如醉,又恨得切牙切齒。在我們眼裡,這獨木橋就是通往桃花源的必由之路︰“初極狹,才通人,複行數十步,豁然開朗。”可這數十步卻漫長得讓我們拼死拼活,焦頭爛額。而那些非農業戶口的同學卻優哉游哉地閑庭信步,因為他們考上考不上都無關緊要,反正高中畢業後國家給安排工作。為此,我的同學張慶雨氣憤而又無奈地對我說︰我要是非農業戶口,才不費這龜孫傻勁兒哩﹗
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 把思念留給唱不完的季節
 

如果說,人生有走不完的路的話。

那麼,我便把思念留給唱不完的季節。

那麼,我便把人生的悲歡留給春秋。

每一個季節裡,都有許多優美的樂章。

孩童時,奶奶和爺爺的童話,就是一首歌,銘刻在我的心懷裡。

長大了,父親和母親的山謠,就是一首歌,永恆著一種愛和恨。

初戀時,她的微笑和慎語,就是一首歌,牽掛著共同的冷暖是非。

成熟了,每一縷的陽光與風雨,都是一首歌,得失了每個春秋。

我,獨坐在那塊礁石之上,彈奏著那一段美麗的錯。

隨著流水的節奏,我——把一個個怎麼也讀不懂的記憶漂泊在流水中,一路曲折與坎坷,在每一朵浪花和音符的苦樂疲憊之中度過了一個個美妙的時光,心靈的交響,終於在許許多多的冷暖和是非裡感受到了一種特有的神韻,難道中,還有什麼東西比流水和音樂更美更賦予靈性的節奏嗎? !感天動地。

我,只好默默地對自己說:美麗的錯,絕不能有太多。美麗的錯,人生也只能有那麼一次就夠了。

是嗎,還有這樣的人生指數嗎。

山光水色,有多了一份理不清的情思。還是那首老歌,令人肝腸寸斷。

心靈一悟:人,絕不能一錯再錯了……想想孤獨,真是太不值得一談了。

因為中,在我的周圍也有許多孤獨。

真的,許多孤獨圍著我歌唱,流行曲,舞曲,交響曲,搖滾樂,二胡獨奏,小提琴樂章,還有那薩克斯的吶喊等等,充旋著這個狹小的空間,擁擠著你和我還有他和她的心地,或是悠揚,或是激情,或是奔放,或是頓然,或是敘說,或是娓娓而談,浪漫了一個個充滿著酸甜與苦辣的世界。在杯中,在舞台上,在溫馨的咖啡店裡,或在那間昏暗的包廂中,或在……一切的一切都相伴著心身的冷暖。

終於,我明白了,能遠離這個社會嗎。

終於,是你在揮手的瞬間,讓我落淚。

終於,我把心中的想法全放在水中。
 
孤獨著你和我的孤獨,很美。歌唱著我和你的歌唱,永遠。

一種從未有過的懷念,一路清唱。

和著那一層層的波浪,讓我眺望。那一方寧靜的港灣。
 
聆聽那熟悉而陌生的水曲。所有的每一個日子,都被水載走。讓我在每一個的苦悶中,學會等待。一張張陌生的臉,從我的眼前經過。相約著一次次的難捨難分,只好把一艘艘紙船漂放在水中,遠離那些驚濤駭浪,和一道道流痕波濤,這時候,我才深深地感受到了自己如同一葉孤舟,漸漸地飄離那方寧靜的港灣,到處流浪。
 
於是,我記住了父母親的叮嚀。
 
於是,我緊緊地握住那根纖繩。

上下求索,我掬捧著一朵朵浪花。人生的港灣,那就是母親的懷抱……

真的,在我的心目中,四季的真情都在歌中長不完,都在陽光和生命的交媾中豐碩飄香,都在你和我的辛勞之中譜寫著一首首生命的歌謠,都在我和你的收成中唱響了人生那平凡和偉大的樂章,都

在風雨裡留痕中許多時光的殘缺。
 
還有什麼比大自然的歌優美嗎。還有什麼比人生之歌更悲壯的嗎。

春花與秋水,都栩栩著生命和愛的神韻。

從你的目光中,讓我真真切切地讀到了詩與歌的韻味。

從你的微笑裡,使我毫無掩飾地感受到了人間的冷暖。

思念,是一根線,永遠牽掛著我和你的心曲……
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 守候九月
 


彼此的情感,讓我們內心澎湃。這片神奇的天地下,融入了教師的感情,讓每個人守候住光輝而燦爛的九月。使每個教師,把愛心獻給我們的每個學生,激起孩子們對生活、對學習的渴望;更加激勵教師,為此付出真誠,無怨無悔投身於教學的生涯中。
 
九月十日,是教師們的驕傲。 1984年的時候,就開始度過了第一個節日,是黨和政府的關懷,鑄就了教師的成長,從此有了我們的今天,讓我們滿懷激情,為之教育的事業而奮鬥。記住這個光輝的九月,守候住九月。
 
誠然,您是祖國的園丁,為祖國再續新生。記住了您的名字“園丁”,每天裡早來晚歸,精心的照顧、愛護孩子們,及時的修剪、澆灌著孩子們的心靈,真誠地進行課堂教育、教學,讓孩子們懂得了無數的做人、生活、學習的道理。由此,為您們驕傲、為之自豪。真心的說一聲,您們辛苦了!
 
正是有了你們,祖國的江山才更加美好,因為,你們是祖國各項事業的基石;正是因為有了你們,抑制了輟學現象,社會更加文明進步;也正是有了你們,給家長們以生活的希望,那就是“升學就業”,對自己的子女無限的寄託。
 
回首往昔,我們已擁有了過去,在過去的時光裡,戰勝了自己;在革命戰爭時期,已抒寫了無數次的英雄篇章,隨著中華各民族,為了真理、為了人民的幸福,繼往開來,艱苦卓絕的奮鬥著;最終,在中國共產黨的領導下,創立了新中國。
 
我們雖不曾擁有昨天,但是我們記住了英雄教師的名字。自此,人們對教師有了更新的認識,有一個光榮的稱號“人類靈魂的工程師”。作為教師,不要忘記祖國的過去,要勇敢地肩負起祖國的重任:教育好下一代。可是,我們一定銘記教師的職責,量力而行,守候住這光榮的九月。九月隨短暫,但我們一定珍惜教師的職業;為了學生的明天,一定要誠實守信,嚴謹治學;為了教育的發展,教師切實配合學校努力進取。
 
我們教師為了這個節日,激情滿懷,擁有了更大的夢想……
 
我們守候九月!

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 Sent Her Off
 

Fallen leaves will have floated in the sky of each city. We the ordinary house located in one of them city, whom everything follow the prescribed order like this perform dull and busy one scene scene. She is busy, perhaps is this true essence of life? Perhaps is this the dream that she pursues? And my every day unoccupied feeling went to count this city the fallen leaves in front of my window have floated. We are two cars that exercise on parallel track, as if there is not a point of intersect forever. Only then in night, could see that careful look of hers.

Often, I do not know whether it is waking up or dream or not. In dim, the key sound stung, stung begins this section of silent films. " take the sound of the key " ,Pa, my heart follows to be amazed by quiverly too. Unless eh kindness, gnaw unless it walk two, eh, kindness,peng leave,every ones silent, bag will be put, last shoes I wanting. It is like cat to walk, a little sound is not given. Having passed for a period of time, water is banging. Concrete one time nip,is it the hours such without being had,water sound both, think I there aren't she. After the water sound stops, the time of about one minute. One pa, walk on tiptoe foot, but deep bank lay I " peaceful heart non- " this ,The door was left quiverly, thump, this sound is nearer than last time's, my heart beat faster too, I pretend calm moving at all. She has not turned on the light, I have not opened and seen the eyes to see her either, but I can feel you are nearer and nearer, until her hand is touched to the bed, my heart is a bit too calm slightly. It is she that turns round to lay aside for the moment the buttocks on the bed too, following goes to solve shoes and clothes at the bottom, turn body, lift foot, lift high than window, a gentle one leave window, lift the quilt at one mao, put on the body. Later, regard buttocks as the centre of a circle, the whole upper part of the body draws 45 degrees of angles, sticks it on the window, my heart is thorough to rest assured at this moment. The dreamland that the tired out body and mind is entered soon by her, I can not bear to conciliate her, go to deprive her break for a moment. Can only be after she sleeps soundly, seeing that wan and sallow face of hers hurriedl婚禮統籌.

In the darkness, a gust of wind blows into my dream mirror. Bright moonlight, see through the windowpane, filled with the whole room, the lover is still sleeping. I walk up to window, in wild spring, the bright mountain flowers in full bloom, a burst of differentials are unfolding the hair tip for them. I shy, push window open, one gold moon, on in countless to chase she that star the middle of door. Can't hang so many stars on the canopy of the heavens? Get up, prevail rain under the sky, it is God that is shedding tears, his tears play up the whole world, but resume calm again soon, it is generation in a twinkle. Bright time once, so true, have so hurriedly. Everything that I have has become the past, has passed? My lover, my lover is still in that, I wash and embrace her forward, the deep one embraces her, but only a pair of palmistry of mine was consoled for the result, she disappeared suddenly, I was stupefied immediately, even she I leave me hurriedly like this, eternal oath, on only so getting far?

In the silent air, leave lonely one I only, moonlight treat whole space of me coldly still, the health which treats me coldly, the heart treating me coldly too. A butterfly is from flying here to me slowly outside the window, my dim eyes, are gazing at her, eyes do not dare to blink, afraid the tear backfalls, will make this little lovely creature frightened and leave away. But all these have become now soon, she just brushes past with me, fly away after transferring to a body, she does not stop for me. I have only smilinging helpless too, wave, have heavy hand, sent her off.

Tears fulled in eyes on every side already, water the dream, sprain excessive to go, several hairs left on pillow. Stretch out hand to touch her pillow, it is cold, doesn't have any warm.
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 Lose One Night
 

Fly to Shanghai from Paris, 9500 kilometers of journeys, it takes 10 hours and 30 minutes in the sky, this is a not short journey. It was the economy class that took, the plane is at full strength. The international luxurious flight of eastern aviation is actually not luxurious, especially the economy class, that between seat and seat is narrow, the person of one point seven eight meters of my height, sit two leg stretch, turn on a little, don't say half lie down still more ilmioblog harcerski.

No. one of plane flies to the east, the sun is unwilling to land slowly, Paris time has already passed by at 10 o'clock in the evening, the sky outside window is still light. The stewardesses come to close the bullseyes, turn on the night-light, say that wants the atmosphere at one night of simulation, the passenger pours the time difference in the in order to benefiting machine. From Paris to Shanghai, the time difference is 5 hours. Will pour back in the long-range flight badly at this moment ff-j.

On the plane, someone begins to doze off with hurt and more wronged posture, somebody snores gently, after all, can be few with persons that this kind of posture show the thunderous sound of snoring. I have no sleepiness. Lean against, in bullseye, tease window put on, outside the window sky willing to get off while being dark frequently. Paris time has been already some before dawn soon, one taking a walk in the corridor will not sleep the companion ask me, night? I whet also the window put on, still there is no sample at night a bit outside the window. That companion blurts a sentence of wise and farsighted words: Ha, we lose one night ashita-sanuki!

This sentence lets I not originally sleeping have no sleepiness again. In the direction that the sun rises, catch up with the time zone, lose one night. A value at night and daytime, is the natural phenomena, the time difference is the natural phenomena too. Change a direction, fly to Paris from Shanghai, night becomes very long. The natural phenomena is a law, unable to change. It just lets me remember other contents. Such as the happiness in life such as life and the trouble, the difference that they have daytime and night? If mean being happy in the daytime, and mean the trouble at night, whether we can pass the choice direction, to lengthen the daytime and shorten night? Life length certain, let happy more, worried and a bit less, can the quality of the life be improved gunmablog?

Lose one night, mean losing a lot of nights, that say here is not obviously simple natural phenomena. Flying over high altitude of 10,000 meters, I was suddenly a little excited, have a kind of brand-new feeling. In one being should time for night, mood of me suddenly sunshine like sky outside window 365blog!
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